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Tuesday, December 11th, 2007

Subject:"I want to lick your butt alllll over"
Time:12:35 pm.
Mood: lazy.
Music:Friends.
I made my schedule for next semester and...



I HAVE ONE CLASS ON FRIDAY YAYYY!!! but we only meet the first week of school back from break so I HAVE NO CLASSES ON FRIDAY YAYYYY!!!

my tuesdays and thursdays suck, and I have to take a freshman class called principles of communication but it's okay cause some of my friends that are transfer students have to take it too.

so finals week starts on monday and I have not even started studying organic chemistry. I have a research paper to put together this week, I don't know when I'm going to get the motivation to do it since I haven't even made my thesis statement yet. I have this huge presentation tomorrow that none of my group is even prepared for, and a chem lab practical on friday that i heard was ridiculously hard. My economics final was near impossible..but there's just 3 more to go!

so christmas is 2 weeks away and I only have gifts for cait and jenny. I need to figure out what to get my mom and my cousin, and I still have to get amy's gift.

I'm looking forward to christmas break so much. I can't wait to read so many books that AREN'T text books, and basically do nothing except work at rite-aid, and HANG OUT WITH JENNY, and SEE CAIT!! Oh and watch friends all break.

Ugh I need to go to biolab now. shoot meeeeeee.


I love lunqvist!!
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Sunday, July 29th, 2007

Subject:slave to the man
Time:9:13 am.
Mood: calm.
Music:Thrice-Artist in the Ambulance.
I have to leave for work in a half hour but I guess updating was more of a priority.

I'm so tired; my life is just work work work. The last day I got off was 2 wednesdays ago, but I keep reminding myself that I'm making money. I just got a raise at rite aid from 8.40 to 10.50 so I'm definitely apartment shopping this fall/winter. I know where I really want to live but I know it won't happen because my mom would flip. I guess it doesn't matter though, my mother and I aren't talking anymore.

She was hosting a get-together on Friday where everyone was hanging out in our backyard, and one of her friends came inside and started talking to my sister about how I take advantage of her, which is bratty, and how he knows what it feels like to be the youngest child and have brats for older siblings. Some joke that was. My mother doesn't believe he was being serious and got mad at me when I confronted him about it. She insinuated that I ruined her party but if he hadn't opened his fat mouth, none of this would have happened.

I'm leaving for florida in 3 days with michael and I'm pretty excited. We'll be there for 5 days in like 100 degree weather, but I don't give a care.

Christian comes home on monday for a bit so I can't wait to see him.

Brian comes the saturday after I get back from florida and we get to see incubussss

and jenny and i MIGHT be going to a mets/dodgers game at the end of august, which gets me pumped cause i really want to see the dodgers play

So I was looking at my friends pictures the other day and they were mostly just pictures of her at the steer, but there was one picture she took of her friend on the balcony there and i could see the lake effect diner in the background and the sign for winspear behind it, and i just got really sad. I'm going to miss buffalo so much. I'm glad i got into the school I'm going to but I just am going to miss going out to cy's with all my friends or walking to lisbon to see brian or go to a sigma pi party. And going to the lake effect at 4 in the morning or before messfest for delicious breakfast. I wish they gave me my fucking schedule already so I can figure out what I'm doing this upcoming fall in regards to visiting people in buffalo or going to the city to visit cait. I'm kind of excited to be home, but I feel like I'll never be home on the weekends. I also feel like my birthday will suck again this year since I know NO ONE i go to school with.

gotta workkkkkk
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Monday, July 9th, 2007

Subject:Family Values
Time:2:39 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
god this summer has gotten me more tired than ever, I don't understand. Maybe it's the sun and the fact that I get an average of 6 hours of sleep/night. But I'm happy that the sun is shining and that I'm making money and I got an A for my summer class.

I have no more classes so now it's just my 2 jobs and my softball team. Both have been going pretty well. I just wish that I had more free time so that I could go and visit people and/or have them come here and see me. I don't really get too much time to hang out with my friends. Mikewtf, tony, and casey are on tour for Recon, Christian's in Connecticut, and Mike, Ryan, and Steve I barely see now. Jon and Vito are usually drinking or too tired to do something, I haven't seen Mazula in so long cause all he does is throw parties and I can't handle that when I have such a busy work schedule. I usually just hang out with Jenny because she visits me at work and then comes over right after she gets out of her job. I know it sounds kind of pathetic.

So I brought up the topic that I'm only going to live home for this year. I don't even know if it will actually become a reality, but I really hope it does.

I can't stand living at home with my mother sometimes. Most people are usually like, "well you have the life at home. You get home-cooked meals on a regular basis, the laundry gets done along with the cleaning and the grocery shopping." But that's not even true. My mom is constantly talking about how she can't afford anything anymore now that my dad and her aren't on speaking terms and they haven't seen each other for the entire summer. My dad doesn't contribute much to this family so my mom is apparently struggling cause that's all I ever hear about. She can't afford to: go grocery shopping, buy me lunch, take me and my uncle out to breakfast, get my car washed, put the air conditioning on, etc. It's fucking ridiculous. And she only tells me, like I'm supposed to do something about it. I already work 2 jobs and I don't even have that much money to spare, plus I'm going to school next year with a $26,000 tuition. What the hell do you want me to do? And I love how I have to be in the middle of the arguments that my parents have. They don't talk to each other but I'm like their little messenger. I just want them to shut the fuck up and stop talking to me about it and settle it themselves. I just got a scholarship that I applied for and its only $1500 but I won't be able to go to the ceremony that day to get my check cause I'll be at a yankee game. So my dad told me to tell my mom to call her friend and let her know we won't be there so she can send the check in the mail. And while I'm telling this to my mom she just blurts out, "Why doesn't he just call her?!" Grow the fuck up and call dad and just tell him to talk to your friend about it. Don't ask me these questions and yell at me because you have problems with dad. Then she proceeds to tell me that she doesn't even care if they mail it out to us or not, when all she ever fucking talks about is how she's broke...so wouldn't that be a big fucking deal to have the check be mailed out?!?!?! She's a fucking retard sometimes and I can't handle it! So I'm hoping to god I'll be able to live somewhere else next year that I can afford. I don't even care if it's by myself I need to get the hell out of here.
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Friday, June 1st, 2007

Subject:we all look like we feel.
Time:12:11 am.
Mood: hot.
Music:Millencolin-Stop to Think.
This should help cure my boredom temporarily. I don't even know where to begin. I started my second job as a lifeguard last week and my summer class and ever since, these 7 days have been a blur.

This weekend is going to suck. Tomoroow I work 8 hours (not a big deal), Saturday i work 10 hours and then sunday I have to get up at 7 for church, go to my softball game for 3 hours and then work for 7 hours at the pool. Good lord. This past wednesday I literally changed from bathing suit into a nice outfit for work in my car so that I could be on time for Rite-Aidz. The sad part is that I have a whole bunch of days coming up that will probably be similar to that.

I've been spending a lot of time with my friends jon, joe, and paul. For some reason I feel a little more comfortable with them since they don't give me shit about drinking. Honestly it's not like I do it a lot but I get SO self conscious when i even mention alcohol around mike because sometimes he can just be so condescending.

Mikewtf, Ryan, Casey, and Michael came to visit me a few days ago. It was nice seeing them come back from tour which felt like it was 3 months long as opposed to 3 weeks. I felt like I was high school again; playing frisbee in the parking lot of Price Chopper. If I didn't make funfetti cake for christian's parting to california/connecticut, I would have totally baked for those boys.

I'm leaving for Rochester in 2 weeks. Nikki's coming to visit me a couple of days before we both leave and then we get to see rachael and brian. I'm real excited to see Nikki but I'm always indifferent about going to Victor. It's the fucking boonies. I'm sure I'll have a good time, but I'm really nervous about seeing brian. I haven't talked to him in a long time and I just feel like it's the summer of '06 all over again. I feel like I don't know him anymore. Once again I'm "single" with a million things to do by myself. I understand that I'd literally be by myself when I'm 300 miles away from him but it would be nice to have someone to talk about your day with. So basically when I go up there, it'll be a little awkward for me. How exciting.

But anyways, as much as I hate working long days, I do love my lifeguarding job. My sister got this book from my mom's friend last summer called Twilight. So I took it to work and I finished it in 2 days. In the back of the book it had the preface and the first chapter of the sequel called new moon. Well I finished that in like a half hour today and I literally grabbed my gift card, printed out a coupon off the internet and drove my ass to borders to get it. I knew they only had it in hardcover but that's why I was prepared. So it came to .84 and I've never been so excited about a book before. I can't wait to read it all day at work tomorrow.

That's enough of my babbling. Plus I know cait gets pissed when things are long (EX: AWAY MESSAGES)
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Friday, May 11th, 2007

Subject:518
Time:8:27 pm.
Mood: sad.
Music:Brand New-Sowing Season.
so now I'm home. I'm not quite sure how I feel about all of this. My parents and jenny were real happy for me to be home but all I can think about is how I'm not returning to UB next year. It's going to be so weird living at home and I'm so afraid I'm going to hate it so much.

Brian's graduating tomorrow. Leaving him was once again the hardest thing ever, only because I know I'm not going to see him that much this summer and I have no idea what's going to happen with the upcoming school year. I feel like everything is so final. I couldn't stop crying all night last night with nikki and all afternoon today. I already miss my roommates and my friends. I miss my boyfriend. I don't want to go back to school at buffalo but I just want to be surrounded by the friends I love that go there. I wish I could go back in my car and drive back to buffalo to hang out with everyone just one more night.

Tonight I'm going to a fire with my friends kevin and mike whom I haven't seen since christmas. I want to be so excited for it, but I'm just so sad. I think tomorrow I'm going to unpack all day and then go to the library to drown my mind in some books for a while so I don't have to think about reality.

I start up work again soon. That's bittersweet. I don't feel like doing anything but I NEED the money. My life is going to be a repeat of last summer. Softball, summer classes, and working 2 jobs a week. I'm excited.

People need to come visit me already; I miss you.
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Wednesday, March 14th, 2007

Subject:Kill me.
Time:9:14 pm.
Mood: stressed.
Music:Explosions in the Sky-Day Five.
This spring break pretty much sucks. I've been looking forward to going home and relaxing for a while and now that I'm home, all I'm doing is work.

I'm working 24 hours this week which doesn't sound bad, but when its broken up into 4 days out of the 7, it really sucks. Plus I have 2 lectures to listen to and so much organic chemistry to do before I go back on Monday. Sometimes it comes down to that I'm so tired and fed up with this shit that I don't even want to go out and hang out with my friends cause I'm too tired to entertain them, but at the same time I want to be around them. I just don't want to be in my house running around.

For the first time in my life, I can't wait to go back to school where I'm surrounded by people. I'm going to a show on Sunday and I don't even want to go anymore because I don't feel like driving. I'm so sick of doing everything, why can't I get a fucking vacation? I wish mike could drive so I didn't have to do a damn thing and I wish I didn't have 3 exams when I go back to school. I'm sick of sitting in my room doing work/watching tv almost all night.

I get to work 8 hours on st. patrick's day and I have uncertain plans afterwards, but I'll probably be too tired after that to do anything and I'll probably still have a ridiculously amount of work to do. I just want to cry because I'm so unhappy right now.
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Monday, June 26th, 2006

Subject:its raining, pick out your cloud
Time:5:53 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
Music:Death Cab For Cutie-We Laugh Indoors.
I really have nothing to say except the only reason why I'm updating this is cause I always read cait and nicole's livejournals. yup, i freakishly love you girls in a creepy, stalker way.


yeah I should be finishing up my one research paper so I can start my other one and my two powerpoints that are due this friday. soooooo glad i'm almost done with this class. then I can start studying for the pcats again/leisurely read/enjoy life since I haven't been the past 2 weeks because of world civ I and II.

ummmmmmmm I'm definitely sick of reading people's away messages that talk about how much they love their boyfriend because they either get to see them all the time or they visit them all the time. i feel like i have no one, and that im one single, working, angsty teen. about now's the right time where I would agree if someone told me I have a heart of ice. it's true, i'm jealous.


people need to start visiting me. i have had 0 visitors from buffalo; get your asses in gear!
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Thursday, May 18th, 2006

Subject:procrastination is the reason for this.
Time:3:32 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:Bane-Ante Up.
I have an hour before I go to work, and I really couldn't think of anything better to do than to update my journal. I am home for the summer, and let me tell you...it is a bittersweet feeling. I love being home so I can eat healthier, better food, I love being around my friends, and I love the fact that I have the ability to make money. Since life is a double edged sword, it has to be rainy, work is boring, the days are long, and I miss my UB loves.

I have plenty of goals this summer to keep me busy; I'm just afraid that my lack of motivation carried with me from freshman year to now. I want to hang out with people I haven't hung out with in such a long time; people I know who still care about me. I want to lose 10 pounds before August 25th (AT LEAST), I want to spend my entire summer reading and studying for my PCAT exam that I'll probably take in October, and I want to make use of the camera I got for christmas 2 years ago, so I will remember this summer that I, hopefully, make an unforgettable one.

I don't have any big plans for this summer. I already forgot what day it is since that information is sort of irrelevant to summer vacation, but all I know is that I'm seeing Brick one more time this week, I'm going to school next week to visit, I'm going to the catskill game farm next week, starting my lifeguarding job on the 31st, and returning to high school to get my CPR card recertified. That's about all the events I know as of late for the conclusion of May. So far, everything has been smooth, and my summer hasn't been shitty (aside from the rain). I just want to get tan and make money and be able to afford books for next semester and I hope the motivation I have to achieve my goals this summer will stay with me next year so I can get better grades.

Like my emmy speech? yeah you do.
time for work.
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Friday, September 9th, 2005

Subject:college! woo!
Time:8:40 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:Copeland-Brightest.
my birthday was awesome, especially for a newbie in college. I got $20, daisies, garden state, a penguin, a rice krispie treat castle, birthday shots, sweet cards, dinner at duffs, another iron maiden shirt, and birthday cheers all night long. brian you still owe me a homecooked meal.


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Oh man, I love college. )
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Friday, August 26th, 2005

Subject:afternoon delight
Time:6:22 pm.
Mood: hot.
Music:Bouncing Souls-Wish Me Well.
I'm finally in college.

I love my room and my roommates, but my room is so damn hot. (milk was a bad choice)
I've been hanging out with julie a lot, and frat parties are inevitable.
I can't wait until shannon, nick, tom, steve, and brian come back so I can party with them<3

I did forget a lot of stuff but steves bringing me my other toiletries, posters, and camera.
then i can put pictures up again.

I don't want school to start, and I already feel like I gained the weight.

Mazula's coming to visit me sooooon for my birfday (18!!!)

I miss my friends...a lot.
Mike+Mike thanks for the cd's I've been listening to them all weekend. i <3 both of you.

I miss my husband.

I never update anymore...I've used the word "I" too much in this entry.
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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005

Subject:new coldplay cd=amazing
Time:10:32 am.
Mood: cheerful.
Music:Coldplay-Talk.
im trying to make most of these journal entries positive, because most people (including myself) would like to read happy things, so I finally have a day where all my shit is sorted out and I have no problems with anyone right now.

I freaking graduated and I'm so glad to be out of shaker. I know in like 5 months I'll probably miss it somewhat, but for right now I'm so glad to get out and for the most part be distanced from the drama. My last gpa was a 95, and I passed my physics regents which is all that matters to me. So now, I can celebrate. Oh wait I already did (team crunk). Also, six flags with Gomez and some of the spanish 5 class was SO much fun, especially the eating pizza part, and campouts in my backyard are always a good time. (We need to do that again soon)

NOFX with michael was absolutely amazing. I know this is a journal entry long overdue about that but whatever. They played practically the same set list they played in montreal but I bet the people in toronto weren't as shitty as the people there. It was worth the 7 hour drive, between the vitamin water, skittles, the playboy, and the blackeyed peas, I had a blast. Next roadtrip: Iron Maiden in CT. ooo boi!

My graduation party, for the most part, was awesome. A lot of people that I wanted to showed up and even rob rice came which was SUCH a surprise.<3 I haven't totalled anything up yet but I know I made a lot of money, so thats good since it's all going into the bank for college. Ashley left for NYU after my party and I'm still a mess about that...I think she's one of the peeople I'm going to miss the most out of my friends who leave me, or vice versa. But for the time being, I love how I've been eating smores almost everyday this week and spending time with my old friends who I missed so much. I had such a great time on the 4th, even though I worked. Steve had some pretty good fireworks going in his backyard, regardless if half of them fell in my eye. ANNNND IT WAS XMIKEX's BIRFDAY and he's 19 now, wow he's wicked old.

so i guess the only negative I'd mention in this journal entry is the fact that I work everyday and it sucks, so I'm almost always tired. this week my next days off are friday and saturday and even then I have to work 430-830 and then 9-1. I hate it. Time for me to run some errands(I'm getting cupcake mix today..hint hint) and go lifeguard at the pool. w00t.



p.s. head automatica or saves the day cover band on the 9th? decisions decisions.
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Sunday, June 19th, 2005

Subject:dear station, youre amazing.
Time:9:14 am.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:Motorhead-Live to Win.
so my summer has been going very well actually. (knock on wood)
I'm really glad school is over and I got all of my assignments in on the last day...im such a procrastinator.
a night of one acts went wonderful, and I fell in love with ali goulet the minute I met her. I'm really glad I got to do my last show with her.(you were wonderful!) I'm really glad that's over with now.
parties are inevitable this summer and i'm hanging out with people I really love.
I've also been catching up with a lot of people I haven't seen in a while.
the weather hasnt been terrific this week, considering its been raining.

the love of my life is coming to visit me today and it saddens me that she's leaving for wisconsin in like 2 months. I'll never see her again :o(

I have one test to go, and I really need to start studying for it because if I don't I WILL fail. then one more piano recital, some more select rehearsals and graduation and I'm all done. of course there's NOFX in there somewhere but I cannot wait for that roadtrip<3 oh and I get to see IRON MAIDEN on the 17th of july. how awesome.

so those people that I once thought I lost, have now returned into my life, and I am more than grateful. In fact I'm hanging out with one of them tonight because I missed him SO much.

I need to start getting shit together for college. everyone has their schedules and email addresses, and I have neither. gotta get stuff for my room too. ay carumba. august 26th sounds so far away but I know it will be here soon.

this weather today better be pool worthy.




P.S. JULY 3RD IS MY GRADUATION PARTY AT MY HUMBLE ABODE. PLEASE COME AND I WILL LOVE YOU INDEFINITELY
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Tuesday, June 7th, 2005

Subject:nothing could touch us, our bond was true
Time:11:19 pm.
Mood:shitty.
Music:Ten Yard Fight-Holding On.
i need to stop thinking so much.

all I do now is school, select, rehearsal ,work. that's like my life story right now. it NEEDS to be the end of the year right now, I can't deal with all of this. I have a million things to do before the 13th and it's stressing me out so much, and most of it isn't even school related.

as a result of my busy schedule I feel like I'm losing a lot of friends, which is always good news. I lost one of my good friends that I cared about wholeheartedly, but I guess that's life. and i'm drifting away from my other ones and I really hate it. I wish i could list names but that wouldn't be the wisest thing to do, and i don't think it would solve anything.

and I don't really know if I should trust my instincts with people anymore, I feel like I'm just being used.




okay so 2 months left here, and that's good news for some people, including myself.
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Monday, May 23rd, 2005

Subject:this ones for you jenny 867-5309 (ugh i can just hear jake singing that repeatedly)
Time:1:24 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Music:Marks of a Hero-Cheers Mr. Ripchick.
this weekend was absolutely amazing.
prom weekend w00p!

thursday was awards night and i got an award with a $500 check included.
i really wish i was paying enough attention to know what it was for but i know its called the dr. peter mcmanus award. that was very surprising.

i got my yearbook and my baby pictures are pretty embarrassing but i love them. also, someone put in a quote by me saying i crashed into my garage, which is also pretty embarrassing because they don't know that was because it was the first time i drove after i got my permit.

the picnic was fun, it was a beautiful day out. cheeseburgers rule and the ones they had there were amazing. good food+good friends. too bad they didn't have an ultimate frisbee game going, i would have been all up in that.

the prom itself was fun, getting ready for it sucked but I managed. I'm still sad i missed the weerd science/bane show for prom. the weekend at the cabin was quite eventful..I know I had a lot of fun. Dramatic at times, but enjoyable nonetheless. I wish I stayed up there the rest of the week. spending time with jenny and katie playing mad gab, even sober, would make me a happier person. team hide and seek is awesome. i still think i'm queen of that game but I'm not gonna brag.

work yesterday was pretty good, and dinner with mikael and xmikex was excellent. <3meat.

school sucked, i have hardly any homework but I'm bored with my schedule. and what sucked the most was there was so much drama about this weekend, I honestly wanted to crawl under my bed and hide. the only thing thats making me happy right now is eating this bowl of cereal. i need to set things straight, hopefully all turns out well and I don't make an ass of myself.


and im not going to lie. i listen to terrys band religiously.
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Sunday, May 8th, 2005

Subject:just a little somethin to look forward to
Time:10:36 am.
Mood: excited.
Music:Propaghandi-Back to the Motor League.
i am going to nyc on the 18th to see the glass menagerie on broadway
senior picnic and the prom is the 20th
3 years is this month.
i start working at the pool soon.
the end of school is less than month away.
i graduate on the 25th.
road trip to see nofx in toronto on the 23rd.
schaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawinggggggggggg.
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005

Subject:PrinceCaspian222: i would like to read recent annie journal entries
Time:2:30 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
Music:Head Automatica--Please Please.
i LOVE this weather right now.
the sunshine makes me happy,
and I can't wait until april break because im going to lie out in the sunshine all week and possibly take another trip down to NYC to show scott around.

and what else makes me happy is knowing i got good grades for this quarter minus my gym grade,
which will probably be low cause I can't save lives. i went down in physics to an 85 because at this point I really can't think that hard about something so pointless.

so footloose was last weekend, and even though i was very unenthused about doing the show this year because I assumed I got a small chorus part, I'm glad that I did it because it was a great way to end my senior year. (I still think zombie prom was the best show). friday was the best performance, the crowd was just amazing. Post sunday's matinee, it got very emotional considering all the seniors had to give their speeches to Mr. Rice, Mr. Read, and Mr. Fleischer, and I said Mr. Fleischer's speech and could not stop crying. Everyone except 2 cast members were sobbing, and it really is a sad event because it was my last show with p.c. rice and fleisch. I made him cry, and Mr. Rice was also crying during his speech(because this was the last show he's going to direct) which made all of us cry ten times harder.

what was also weird, only because 4 years ago I was in this position and NEVER thought it would happen to me, was that a lot of the underclassmen and some of the juniors kept telling me how much they're going to miss me and that I better come visit them a lot next year. It's such an amazing feeling knowing that you have people looking up to you. My entire time at shaker was always saying goodbye to those i loved that i knew were graduating. Kristin VanSteemburg, Sophia Miller, Teresa Behers, and of course ALL of my friends that graduated last year, and it's just so weird that people are saying the things that I have been saying this whole time, because I'm graduating. It's not only weird, but sad at the same time. but i'm so thankful for the people that actually came out to watch us, we sang and danced our asses off for 3 months to hopefully please the audience.

anyways on a better note, I found a prom date and hopefully prom won't suck. and i'm also seeing a lot more of bobby mitchell, and we're probably hanging out on friday which will be awesome might i add. and tony, our date will be on saturday<3.
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005

Subject:people in glass houses sink ships.
Time:3:04 pm.
Mood: okay.
Music:H2O-Sacred Heart.
I haven't updated this shit in like a month. even tony diaz updates way more than me.

everything has been going good.
lots of awesome road trips with my friends.
after the fall in oneonta was excellent especially with steve, and the next day I saw comeback kid, with honor, and bane in nyc with chris, mike, sam, and keithbar which was so much fun.

free ice cream on st. pattys day with ryan ruled, and then chinese afterwards was the best

annddd..i'm going back to buffalo next week for the weekend with julie because I love them both so much.

the play has been going well, its a fun show but I'm not in like anything. it sucks considering its my last show but my effort level is gone. i just don't care anymore I just want to graduate right now. i cant wait for the cast parties though.

I love this nice weather, no more snow please. I love driving nick home with the sunroof down because it's so nice outside. and I love going to I love or getting ice cream at coldstone with ashley every saturday afternoon listening to rap and pop punk because we're that lame.

so about prom....
don't think im going this year. I don't think anyone really wants to go with me, and I don't know if it will be as fun. since its my last one I should go but I don't know. umm help?

i have work in an hour and I don't feel like going. i need to though cause i need money. i keep spending it on food. i'm thinking about buying an ice cream cake from coldstone, the cake batter kind with kit-kat bars on it. i need help eating it.


p.s. tony we need to have our n64 party complete with cupcakes and pizza. let me know when<3
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005

Subject:brrrrr
Time:6:21 pm.
Mood: cold.
Music:Tori Amos-Sleeps With Butterflies.
my winter break is coming to an end,
and it's very sad.

I actually did all of the things I wanted to do this break, so I'm pretty grateful.

friday was the last day i saw mazula until he went to myrtle beach.
we did party pretty hard though, for ashley's birfday.

sat I hung out with mike and mikewtf, but I fell asleep watching collateral
I still feel kinda bad.

I went to NYC on sunday, which was pretty intimidating and fun at the same time.
I loved the lights, especially on the ads for broadway shows.
I wish I could have seen at least one.
I ate at planet hollywood, had ice cream at coldstone, and walked around all day looking for a long black jacket (which i finally got but it was at the colonie center)

I joined the gym like a faggot.
I haven't gone yet cause I've either had no time to or I'm just not motivated.
but I get a free personal trainer all the time, which is exciting.

Thursday I visited Adrien at New Paltz, and I brought him cupcakes.
I had so much fun, even though we only got to hang out with him for like an hour cause he had to work.
it made me so excited to go to college, and I love his roomate Doug.
his entire dorm makes me laugh, especially with the quotes all over the room.
we watched I <3 Huckabees, a very good film, ate at oscars, and went back to hang out.

Friday sucked pretty hard, so I'm not going to talk about it.

I had to wake up early and pack on sat to go to buffalo with julie. I LOVE that school, and I got the same feel for it as I did when i visited New Paltz, so I'm pretty sure I'm gonna go there. the weather is cold, but it's not so bad because Albany is too. Everything was so much fun, the college was awesome, the surroundings were awesome, and I can't wait to go back on April 2nd because I'm going to stay over again but this time I'll get to see brian. The hotel we stayed it was pretty nice, and all I did there was eat. Me and julie are such pigs.

I got season 5&6 of friends, I just need 4 now.
annnnnd I'm procrastinating my reader's workshop projects so I should go do that.
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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005

Subject:i want sugar cookies.
Time:9:22 pm.
Mood: awake.
Music:Comeback Kid-Biting Tongue.
I don't know why I update this thing when I clearly have so much homework to do.
actually I just have PIG and to read more of my book.

break is next week and I can't wait.
I'm hoping to spend a lot of time with my friends
and hopefully getting a lot of sleep.
I might go to NYC this weekend, I might visit Ace, and I might visit University at Buffalo if play rehearsal doesn't get in the way.

I don't even want to talk about the play, I'm way too disgusted.

anyways, this past weekend ruled and so did valentine's day.

+tony came back to school after years of being off for suspension
+I went to see Alonso Boden at this place near Barnaby's with scott. it was fun dressing up and being all girly to get into an 18+ place.
+hung out with Julie and ali on saturday night
+ate penne vodka and watched hellraiser V
-saw the notebook
+got a voice mail that made me smile
+got a box of chocolates from my aunt on v-day
+got seasons 3 and 4 of friends
+DAISIES!!!
+finished Lucky, which is an excellent book
+/-started lifeguarding, with mazula
+buying saw this week, which is the best movie ever
+nickaTS gets his gold card and we can hang out and have girl talks again<3
I hate school it needs to end. midterms were bad, quarter grades were decent.


Writers workshop-95/mid-95
EcoH: 95/mid-79
Physics-92/mid-68 (yikes!)
pre-calc-96/89
gym-93
chorus-98/99
spanish-82/93
gpa:92.8

so thanks to Gomez, I didn't make the honor roll, and i went down a point in my gpa but whatever.

EDIT: I just need to hear from UConn, I got the letter for ACP today and i got in!!

too much writing.



HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CHRISTIAN NACHTRIEB!
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Monday, February 7th, 2005

Subject:haven't done a survery in years
Time:9:29 pm.
Mood: geeky.
Music:Friends.
1. my favorite show is friends
2. i never wear a pair of white of socks
3. my favorite sport is baseball/softball
4. i want to own a koala someday
5. i want my honeymoon to be in Australia
6. i miss a lot of my friends that i barely speak to anymore
7. i once told my 2 of my friends that i had consumption and they believed me
8. i have thick thighs and lovehandles
9. i love my arms
10. the first thing i notice about guys are their teeth
11. i love broadway and musicals
12. i HATE feet
13. i eat fries with honey instead of ketchup
14. I saw weird al yankovic in concert when I was in 6th grade and cried.
15. i'm afraid of heights
16. i'm Catholic
17. I wish I learned how to ice skate
18. I love my boyfriend and my best friend but they hate each other
19. I have an obsession with Jessica Simpson, but I hate her sister
20. my favorite genre of movies is horror
21. I want to be a pharmacist when I get out of high school
22. math is my favorite subject
23. I hate how all the bands I used to see are now mainstream
24. 9th grade was my favorite year of high school
25. Halloween is my favorite holiday
26. I have a cocker spaniel and a cat right now
27. I want to have a welsch corgi and a huski when I own a house
28. i'm a HUGE procrastinator
29. i'm a lush but I wont smoke
30. I sing in my car when I'm alone and I belt in the empty room in my house
31. I listen to just about everything
32. I almost drowned when I was 5 in a barbie bathing suit
33. I've never broken any bones or gotten any stitches
34. I love my friends like they're my family
35. I dislike a lot of people
36. I love to eat food but I hate mexican food
37. Disney world is my favorite place to go
38. I want to move to Florida after college
39. I'm a very BAD test taker
40. I hate drinking water
41. I wish i had more girlfriends
42. Reading is fun to me and I've read a lot of books
43. I don't know how to put makeup on
44. I don't know how to braid my hair at all
45. I used to watch porn religiously when I was in elementary school
46. I have a red car
47. JD Salinger is my hero
48. I like to wear clothes that make me feel skinny
49. Mr. Subb is my favorite place to eat for "fast food"
50. I want all boys when I have kids
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